An unnamed but much appreciated member of our class sent me this (slightly edited) email message:
I just feel that during this whole class you give the impression that you have all the answers and many times set in “judgment” of others. I think that you may be interested in knowing that I am not the only one who feels this way in this class and many of your students are setting back wondering “what is this class supposed to be doing” … I think that many of us were under the impression that we would be provided with effective tools for developing on-line teaching environments and the majority of what we have learned is how to “come up” with a bunch of blogs for the purpose of trying to receive a half-way good grade for that week which we have learned is impossible in your class!
First, let me publicly thank this Un-Named Hero for the feedback. I’ve gotten a lot of positive feedback from you on this course but negative feedback delivered personally is much harder to do.
Next, let me address the points raised in order:
- I apologize for appearing to “have all the answers.” In reality I just have a lot of questions. Most people aren’t aware of how few answers there really are in education. Next week’s unit on research will be dealing with that, I hope a bit more successfully. One of the problems with answers is that an answer for me isn’t going to be, necessarily, an answer for you. Ultimately, I think that the best we can hope for is to agree on the questions and respect each other’s answers.
- At no point did I ever intend to sit in judgement of anybody. I appreciate that intent is not always carried in text the way we’d like. It *is* my job in this little activity to help focus and guide, to serve as the bridge between all of you and the un-known and un-suspected content that’s outside your collected ZPD. For some that’s been a long walk in an unexpected direction.
- I’m gratified to know that many of you are asking the question “what is this class supposed to be doing” because that’s the first step in resolving the puzzle that I’ve set for you. That’s not an idle statement, and I sincerely hope that it means you’re actually thinking about it and not just throwing your hands up in disgust.
- As for “providing” anything least of all tools, I’m sorry to say that this probably my biggest problem. I don’t “provide” anything in this class. To anybody. What I do — and all I’ve ever committed to do — is to teach about the tools. I do that by modeling them. I use them in this class and you all get to see them in action. No, I don’t “teach” Breeze and I don’t play with a lot of high-end technology. We did the toolbox thing early in the semester and, while I appreciate that it’s a slim set of applications, my opinion is that if you don’t master those first, then the rest don’t matter. High end tools that require high end machines and major bandwidth are useless in the face of rural, dispersed, and poor populations. So this criticism is spot on. I don’t provide anything except expertise, perspective, and the willingness to share both.
- As for grading, I’ve addressed this multiple times in a variety of venues, but in the interest of keeping the argument and response intact I’ll re-iterate it here. Everybody in the class has the potential for earning an A. Even now. There is nobody in the class who cannot get enough points to - not just pass - but be highly successful if you measure success by your GPA. Some of you will walk away from the course with an A and little else. Some will walk away with a lot more. My grading schema is simple, posted, and applied as fairly as I can. If you believe you’ve been denied points you should have, please contact me on IM or email and make a case. I grade this way on purpose and with an objective which I have written about extensively. It’s neither arbitrary nor capricious. It’s not something I do because it’s “easy” to give every student direct feed back on two dimensions every week. If anybody has concerns on this score, please contact me via IM or email — even phone if you feel the need — to disucss it with me. I’m always open to talk but I reserve the right to say “no” in my class — just as you do in yours.
Once again, thank you to the Unnamed Hero who emailed me and raised these important issues.

November 3rd, 2007 at 12:27 am
Thank you for addressing this issue. My biggest concern right now, and I hate to admit it, but I am still unsure as to what I am supposed to be doing for the capstone project. I know the subject I am interested in…blogging….but I can’t seem to get a clear focus as to what I should be doing with it. I know that many of us are still somewhat confused and we really needs to address the issue again from a different angle…perhaps in this weeks chat we can find some time to try to set a straight course for the project so we can hunker down and get it done! As always, I welcome anyones else’s ideas and input on the issue!
November 4th, 2007 at 10:52 am
In response to Jeff’s posting above: I submitted my idea recently to Nate and he has given me the go ahead. I am going to create a wiki which will guide math teachers into using technology effectively in their classroom (things we have learned in this course), and I am going to try to create a learning community by inviting teachers who visit my wiki to collaborate with my math classes. I am also going to have links to math resources (like virtual manipulatives) that will be useful. My motivation for this idea was hearing math teachers at conferences saying how frustrating it is to find good math activities.
I recommend picking something that will enhance your classroom experience, and since you like blogging, let your topic tie in with your content area. What is it that you like about blogging? Why is knowing how to blog a useful skill? What benefits does it have?
In response to the discontent person, I appreciate that this person has expressed their frustration with this course, I think that it will help others who are frustrated as well because Nate gives a good answer to their concerns. I do not share the same opinion as this person, as I have gotten a lot of benefit from this class. I do have tools that I can use with my students, the reading has been very beneficial, I love using the reader to keep track of classmates and OLDaily. I find myself taking several hours to do our weekly assignments because I get sidetracked by following hyperlinks within articles. I measure my success with how much new information I gather instead of my grade. My goal when I set out in this program was not to strive for the A, but to do the best I can. In 72 hours of graduate work to date, I have one B (Research Methods), and I realized that I was putting undue stress on myself by working for the A. At this point, if I got a B, it is not going to adversely affect my GPA, and I am not going to lose my job over it. I was brought up in a society that says A or else, and it is not always a true measure of success. It means that you got a certain number of points. My students get A’s, but some of them, when I have them the following year, have forgotten things I have taught them the year before, they memorized and forgot. Did they really learn? That goes back to last week’s postings on learning. How do we know that students are really learning?
So the bottom line is, are you learning, and if not, what can you do to change it so that you are? Communication is key.
November 4th, 2007 at 1:48 pm
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November 4th, 2007 at 2:40 pm
Communication is the key. However, when someone is purposely trying to keep the objectives from us, I have a problem. I don’t agree with everything that the un-named hero wrote, but I still have a problem with Dr. Lowell not telling us what the objective is. I will probably never understand.
I am learning, but probably not at the level that I could be, why…well that is another story. I just have a hard time keeping up with everything. This semester has been very hard for me. Especially in the last week, just got home from the hospital after having emergency surgery. I know that I am not happy that I probably won’t be getting an A, but I guess I would feel better about it if I knew exactly why I wasn’t. I know that my effort hasn’t been so great in the past couple of week due to my health, but that is life. I am not make excuses, it is just life. I could have done a better job and hope to do better in the last couple of weeks.
November 4th, 2007 at 5:20 pm
Lexie? The objectives are — and have been — posted all along in the Syllabus.